HOW TO BECOME REBORN

Needed to write a little today God. About what? About my meditation this morning. Oh, about drawing a new slate and relinquishing all of the past events and emotions that go along with them? Yes. Also about that fact that you are me and can create anything you desire? Why did I create that with which I choose now to forget? Because the lesson no longer serves you in a way that you choose to be served. For you it is still about feeling good. Isn’t it for everyone? For most. What about the few? Well there are a few that let the chips fall where they may and don’t dwell or judge events. I am getting better at it. If you think so. What do you mean? Is what your vision of getting better what you are becoming? Yes. Then okay, you are getting better. Now back to the meditation.
Images are very powerful. They are created by the individual to fulfill a certain feeling and outcome. But, basically it is about the feeling that it brings that people are looking for. So they create complicated scenarios in order to feel. You created children, boyfriends,girlfriends,husband,family, jobs,etc. in order to get certain feelings from your reactions to the images. As your feeling self became more astute and wanted to experience more complex feelings you created more complex situations like the ones you are now trying to erase. Too complex for me Now,uh? If you say so. What do you say? I say what you say. You’re no help. I support you in your choices, I don’t make them for you. Well, what is the best choice for me for the outcome I choose to have? I don’t know, I am not a psychic. Any choice can produce the same outcome, eventually. Anyway, life is in the process not in the goal. You're not running after the outcome. You're running after a feeling that you think the outcome will bring. Really the feeling that you think the process will bring. Because you surely would not enjoy the outcome if the process is too harsh.
This is where the discipline as you call it comes in. I simply call it relaxation. In order to erase the past you must really, really relax. So that you can get the past out of your system. You did some of this in mediation this morning. But as you can see the feelings of the past linger within the body in different areas. So you must take time with yourself and relax each time the feelings come up about the past and let those feeling move out of you and find another home. This is how you become reborn.

GOD, Answering My Questions on Outward Manifestion

GOD---ANSWERING MY QUESTIONS ON OUTWARD MANIFESTATION
(GOD in italics)

I would like to get out of the idea of love relying so much on an outward manifestation now. It always seems to eventually not work. Help me with some light on this God. What help do you need Veronica? I just don’t want to always want love on the outside and feel fulfillment on the outside. Is that right? Why did you come here? Where? Here. I don’t know. Yes you do. No I don’t. Yes you Do. Now, say, "Yes I do". Yes I do. Now that is a start. Start to take respponsibilitity. Helplessness makes you feel this way. And helplessness comes when responsibilitiy is not taken. If you don’t want to feel love from the outside take responsibility and feel it from the inside. I don’t believe it. Really? I don’t want to believe it. Why? Because, what I really mean is that I want love on the outside to work for me. I want it to make me feel like what I want to feel like on the inside by getting it on the outside. Why? Because the outside seems like there is more going on than the inside. The outside seems like it is better than my inside and if it is better than my inside, than what I get from it will make me feel better. Feel better or be better? Well, feel better. Being better would change me. How would being better change You? It would make me feel just as good as what I am wanting to feel on the outside and I might not want the outside anymore. Now, we are getting somewhere now!

I love you with all of my heart, Veronica. Now,as far as you are concerned that is from the outside! Now if you want to keep having this outside dependent type of relationship, we can, but you will always have to come to me or something else to feel some sense of completeness. In fact anyone who sees me separate from themselves will always have incompleteness. Incompleteness is the addiction of neediness. The most painful state of all. Let me help you. "Fon tain you all rof tkeid you in the seen of the kcaot to cliasim in the row". WHAT? There are no English words for this. The level of healing you are now at has no English words. Because the English language was designed for separation. The problem is deeper than you think. You must move away from dialoging with yourself in English. WHAT? Than what I am to do? Nothing right now. Try to do nothing.